im writing again, after so much year… because I can’t handle what i’ve felt right now….perhaps this is a healthy way for me to keep my mind at ease…
this afternoon, my car bumped into a rider when taking corner…my fault I keep taking everything simple by not looking my mirror when I change my way…actually at that moment before accident happen, I kind of feeling nervous…two days before I’ve feel anxious like bad thing will happen..n yup accident happen…
im grateful the man I hit did’nt seriously injured…but yah im worried….and the “best” thing that man is also working the same field with me…im just worried any bad rumours about me as bad driver will spread among collegues…world is small…
the workshop all closed down because its sunday…relieved my money just enough until payday…as proper action I give some compensation… not enough when comparing the pain when u got hit…(feeling guilty)…
my car after accident…feel like crying after seeing my car become like this…but still quit okay….the motorcycle broke right side mirror, scratch at front lamp and right side…but im thankful the man still can talk to me in manner while in pain …obviously he took all the worst that time…and im still okay mo injury…im really sorry…I become lost of word right after the incident…blurred…good thing my housemate was with me and handle the thing; took over driving the car and brought that man to his place…thank you kak ekin…
I should’ve learn from this incident and didn’t do the same stupid , ignorance mistake and far worse. im writing this as I dont know how to face this situation…the right thing I should do as guilt one..
kak ekin said I should just meet that man for last time as proper apology and bring also some fruit what so ever as we working at same field….same like visiting sick person….my god ( feel awkward )…what should I do….
and some friends said maybe this is destiny blah….blah…ow please, dont give some false hope as this is reality….not drama love story…perhaps I become the stupid person, ignorance and he would hate me…giving pain to him…will make someone angry right…not that way…
im standing on reality…just worried what will happen tomorrow.. wondering the cost repairing the motorcycle tomorrow….what proper wat to apologize …not simply whatsapp text…
oh God…please ease my day~
broken watch…the rider wearing this…I want to compensate but oh my god when I look into the price…yup expensive…
he sent me this picture…and he said see the effect…so guilty =(
please dont do this mistake again ( saying to myself) as I always overthink….you’ve trouble another person…. the thing already happen…please move on …
its not a waste to be prepared…….***
honeydeaya
HoneyDeaya 